Monday, February 20, 2012

the return

Life can get hard sometimes. Mine has been a little tricky for the last few weeks/months. In the grand scheme of things, I am so blessed and incredibly happy, but lately I am finding it more difficult to be my normal cheery self.
I am generally the most productive and satisfied with my life when I've made a list of short term goals and focuses so carry with me throughout the days. This little action usually helps clear my mind of all the distraction so I can get back on track with myself.
I was about to create one for this season in my life when I realized the only vital item on my list, as well as the only potent cure for my issues, was to surrender my fears, worries, stresses, and plans to God. No list I can write out can ease my anxieties more. No goals I set can illuminate my path better. Nothing matters except getting back on track with my spiritual life, something that has been seriously slacking recently.
My hope is to share my journey and be held accountable in part by my blog. Few people read this, especially now that I haven't been posting for over a month, but the reminder that I've declared this renewed focus 'aloud' is enough for me to jump back in the swing of things.
Don't really have much to say tonight.
Have a wonderful Tuesday!